here's the deal

So you think if funny seeing me running around like a mad person of a rat? You think it’s funny to scare me with plastic rat? You it’s funny that I jump around from one place to another till my foot accidently steps on a sharp object and bleed? You fucking think that all that it’s funny?

Try fucking be in my shoes that is, then you know how terrified I am. You think I never tried to concur my phobia with rats? I tried but it never did help me to overcome my phobia. If I say don’t scare me with rat, I mean it! For you it’s just for laugh seeing me scare because of rat(s), for me it isn’t.do you know that I could possibly get a heart attack because of that? Do you know that I could possibly get traumatize because of that? No, you don’t because you never been in my shoe. You never think that about the possibility.

You could go laughing around, throwing around the fucking plastic rat at me and seeing me jumping around from one place to another, screaming. How would you feel if I do that to you? Yeah, you might say it’s only a plastic rat. Chill la. Plastic rat or not. I still hate it and it’s not even funny to begin with.